My Past, My Now and My Future

Wednesday, November 18, 2009

Holiday

Cloudy noon- Holiday for weeks already and basically didn't have much fun besides staying at home in front of the desktop and grow 'mushroom'. Occasionally going out with my sweetheart and that's basically the most fun I could have. Just got back from Viet yesterday and today night got to work already. I feel so lost mentally nowadays especially this coming weekend where I got to work in Jusco Cheras Selatan. Sometimes I just don't understand how can disorganize manage to survive on this earth ! I don't meant to offend anyone I just feel unease when I got to work with those people. Perhaps I just have to strengthen my adaptability level in order to get the most out of it.

I think is going to rain soon since I heard loud thundering sound. And I don't know what I got to do in this 7 hours before my work starts. I got a random thought sometimes wondering when a person tell you s/he loves you, do s/he really meant it? A big question mark here and there. In the latest trip to Viet, it makes me think that marriage and giving birth are really like a set of gamble session where you just put everything in and it could turn out to be a really good or bad one. *grins* Well all this kind of random feeling do come once in a while especially when I miss somebody ! Have a nice day people ! =)

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Bored Saturday

Fine night- Holiday officially started last Saturday 4pm since that was the time I sit for my last paper. And the very next day I went out with my special one already. Well days passed and I just went for an interview at Captivate yesterday. Everything goes pretty well I would say and I got to call in on next Wednesday to check on my status. Seriously I've been a little worried to start work again in C Beach cafe. It's been a while since I last worked as a waitress and God knows what clumsy stuff I would do on the very first day.

Long holiday seems to be bored. I found that it was a little sarcastic when my closed one said so. Well I think I need to figure out something to fix it. People tend to say I can't pick up hints and yet they're giving me way too much but why not just throw it right in front of me? It's better to be sad for once than being tortured mentally. And people worry I might not accept it but instead of worrying then why not talk to me? It's been so tired to get ignored and yeah I am a really sensitive person, so what? I am just who I am and I don't understand why no one is willing to tell what's wrong with me. Just keep on saying 'I've changed", 'I don't understand' wouldn't help a single thing at all. Instead all that will just make me more miserable and screwed up. I think I just got to take the fact that people comes and goes.

Am I starting to get 'blind' or what? I become more and more less aware who's trying to play a game with me. Or I'm just too tired to even care of who's doing so? No point of reminiscing old time when it bring so much pain ! I love you all who stay with me when I needed you all the most. God bless you all !

Tuesday, October 27, 2009

First paper

Cloudy afternoon- Well tomorrow is my first paper for final for this semester. Time flies though. It was like so short ! I entered class on the first day of last month like some nerd since I got no friends or companions to talk to. The moment I stepped into the class, I was like 'Yeah I'm in the class and everyone take a short glance of me'. Oh come on, Soo Jin is not that shy type but still they make me feel awkward. So all I did was putting a grin on my face.

As of now, I'm much more bubbly in the class..Have a bunch of new friends which is so nice to me..I guess I just love to meet new people regardless of their races or background. It's so fun getting to know people's culture and stuff. Though I took 3 subjects this semester it's not that pressurized since 2 of it is about language. English and German. Well for English it's not exempted as this time it's equivalent to IETLS 6.0 so I must take it before doing my other degree subjects. As for German language, I think it's so fun ! At least now I have a little knowledge in German instead of zero knowledge before this.

Initially I am suppose to continue preparing notes for Saturday paper but the weather really makes me feel so sleepy. Too bad, I think I'm going to continue later with the notes later on ! *giggles*

Have a nice day everyone! Good luck for those who are sitting for finals !

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Is that normal to feel so..?

Fine night- I was so happy last night when I'm having dinner but today I don't feel the same after my dinner. Got to know that I'll have a new roomie next semester. Though I've seen this coming but I didn't realized that I would be this sad/down. I have thousand of reasons to console myself but the truth is often more cruel than we could think of. Seriously got so distracted and lost concentration with my assignments.

Wednesday, September 2, 2009

Fabulous trip !

Fine night- Just came back on the 28th Aug from China. The trip was pretty fun indeed. As usual meeting new people, going great places to relax, and having good food as well ! Basically I was doing the same thing every day but in a different place. Got the chance to go spa, reflexology, manicure & pedicure, karaoke, night club and clubs. All I can say is never underestimate what the China people can do ! I'm fortunate to go to the places whereby the way they serve the customer is superb. Looking forward to go back when I'm allow to. So sorry people I can't upload any photos in the blog as the connection back in my hostel is too slow ! feel free to check out my Facebook for the pictures but can 't promised when I'll be finish uploading.

I just enrolled myself into International Business for degree level. Is pretty bad to hear various comments from third party regarding this course. I'm starting to doubt the decision that I made but still I still hope I can pull it through. Gosh I'm taking law again in this semester. God bless me ! It sounds so much harder with the one I did in Diploma. Well I'm thinking what else to update here. Guess that's all for now. Have a nice day people.

Sunday, August 16, 2009

As promised !

Fine night- I'll update my blog today so here I come. I'm officially on holiday now. Though there are only 2 weeks I'm sure I'll fully utilize it. My final examinations which had ended on 13 Aug 2009 has definitely been remarkable to me as it was not any usual final papers it was the four last papers that I'm sitting for to graduate in Diploma for Business Administration. Though people may not agree with the major I chose for degree but I think I'll probably will be good in it. Just hope my decision to major in International Business won't be a huge mistake. *grins* Through my personality, strengths and weaknesses I think International Business will suit me the best as compare to any other majors available in Degree courses.


The post that had been delayed for quite some time was the charity performance on 1st of Aug. It was quite successful I presumed ! I was so worried as I didn't attend the stage rehearsal since I'm away for the Sabah short trip. It caused me to have few days of insomnia before the performance. I even started to feel no energy at the moment I'm stepping on the stage for my first number for the night. It was really nerve wrecking but I think all of us managed to pull it through and did a great job.
So let the pictures do the talking.




Sister and Mum !






Me and Mandy ~



Final pose for Safari Dance~



Umbrella (spot me ! ) =P



Michael Jackson (Beat It)



Superb Teacher Celeste(Middle)



MJ of the night ! (Yim Wai Lup)














ME and RACHO !



SMELLY ~~



Candid ~

P/s: More pictures are available in my FB

Upcoming post should be trip to China ! =)

Monday, July 27, 2009

Fun trip !

Cold night- I just came back from Sabah yesterday. Well well the plane got delayed for about an hour due to the weather. When I reached hostel it was already 9.30pm. This trip was really fun as in there are great people, good food, and fantastic beaches. Though I didn't went down the sea for snorkeling but just stay on the sandy beaches were worth enough ! The first day when we reached KK International Airport we were picked up by Sam, Ming and Hing and we sit in the car for next 2 hours to get to Kuala Penyu. The first impression when I saw the condition of that place, I was wondering, 'What? Are we really going to stay in here?'.. *giggles* But got really used to it an hour or two after that and the scenery from the deck is really relaxing ! That night was really a fun night with games that are real funny and the dinner was awesome since it were like home cooked dishes.

The second day we went down to Labuan for duty free merchandises. Around 4.30pm we're leaving to Klias river for fire flies and proboscis monkeys. Proboscis monkeys are monkeys with a large fleshy nose. Well pictures taken with my camera were not clear since we are too far away from the monkeys. That day Ah Fook (main chef) was barbecuing chicken wings, squids, hot dogs, and so many more as our dinner. Seriously I was way too busy enjoying the food and I forgot to take a picture of it. *grins*

The third day we were leaving Kuala Penyu and headed to KK city. We are staying in a service apartment. There was a sense of relieved when I reached the condominium ! But I still misses Kuala Penyu for it's simple and basic environment. We rest for a little while and we headed out to a restaurant for seafood. After dinner, we went to a local supermarket to get some mineral water, chips, serviettes and some other necessary stuffs. We went to a local bar for a drink but I forgot what's the name of that bar. An hour after that we went to another bar for live band. This bar I could remember the name since it was a little funny, Cock and Bull.

The fourth day of our trip we went to Manukan Island. We went to the jetty around 10am and reaches there around 10.15am so we could board on the 10.30am boat to the island. We reached the island around 11am and we left around 3.45pm. The island has clear water but the sand is not that good though ! It hurts my feet ! We went back to condominium to bathe and get ready for dinner. This time we went down to another restaurant nearby Sam's house for seafood dinner too. Not bad overall at least cheaper than the restaurant near KK city. After that as usual we went to RED, mixture of pub and disco whereby they got a live band over there. Seriously, their singing ain't that bad but due to they're screaming most of the time it made it sounded a little too over.

The fifth day we went to Mamuntik Island. This island is so much smaller than Manukan Island. The sand is better than Manukan Island but there are a lot of corals nearby the shore which made my feet pain too ! Me, Uncle Wah, bro-in-law, and my sister went for jet ski ! It was fun if the waves were not that high. It was a little scary at the same time since I worry I might Just fell off when Uncle Wah drift across the waves. But lucky enough I'm safe and sound throughout the whole skiing process...! Went back to the beach half an hour after that and munch on some sandwiches that my mom made and some duck meat that Ming packed nearby his house.
We went back quite early this time for seafood in Salut and sunset in Nexus Resort.
Night time we went down to FireFly a newly opened bar for a drink ! That night was the last night we had fun ! The club in Sabah is way much different than KL clubs.

The last day I woke up around 9am since my lovely mom woke me up to PACK MY OWN STUFF ! After she woke me up only she asked, by the way what time you slept yesterday? *faint* Obviously I slept late since went down to bar and supper ! But anyway we headed to Kok Man a typical local kopitiam (coffee shop) that serves hand made noodles ! After that went to Tanjung Aru which is nearby the airport for coconut ! Darn missed the places that we went across the six days in Sabah ! And voila we reached airport around 3.30 pm to check in.. I felt a little sour when saying goodbye to Sam, Yan, and Ming.. Hopefully can meet them next month when they're coming over to KL !

Here are some pictures !































P/s: The photos are not in descending order, so sorry ya ! People, use your intelligence to figure it out which is which ! =) Leave me a comment if there's confusion ! Feel free to check out my FB for more photos ! Have a nice day !