Rainy Night.

It was raining right now. It's been the whole week I can't sleep well. I'm wondering what happen though. Today I went to F1 with my classmates. We were really having fun.. And at the same time it reminds me so many memories during my duty in the mall area. The pit stop meant so much to me in the sense that I took a lots of nice pictures in there. I'm wondering next year do I still have the chance go once again. *giggles* I felt so tired this week it seems like no time for me to have some good rest. This Thursday and Friday I'm having test for CSC and Eco respectively. But I don't seems like I'm well prepared though. The other day in Eva's birthday party I felt something "different" with the feelings I had towards someone. But it'll never work out in either way though since he has a "future gf". That's the point I started to question myself why I become more and more "different" when talking about feeling....All these days reminds me of the "old" things that concealed at my subconscious mind for a while. I felt like bursting out but I don't think it will help anything to be better. I'm too exhausted both physically and mentally. I just wish I can hit the "refresh" button in myself. If I do have the button I think it will be a lot better...