Near to Chinese New Year

Sunny morning- Well well even though Chinese New Year is just around the corner I still can't have feel the 'feeling' yet. I guess is because of the works I got to do even I have a so-called one week holiday. *sob* But anyway, better than nothing! Not to forget the extra 3 days we're having, we need to replace it back ! *wondering*
Luckily I'm taking 4 subjects this semester or else I'm so dead. I'm looking forward to loiter around the airport with Joann. *giggles* There will be tonnes of things we going to talk on, something like a never ending stuffs.

All these days I'm still thinking what is the right decision to be made or there's no right or wrong is just the matter of perception? Well perhaps I've been thinking a little too much on unnecessary things. When I got the news, I didn't seems to be happy as I should. But I have some kind of mixed feelings...Soo Jin emo again ! *giggles* nah just joking I got no time to be emo as I have 8 assignments waiting for me to put my hands on them...=(

When confusion strikes.

Windy night- Till now I'm still questioning myself am I making the right decision? And I've been thinking it over and over again and it seriously do make me emotional easily..But this time I can more or less control it too. But deep inside me right now there's so much thing that requires me to think about. Everything happens for a reason? well this was what someone told me before and I seriously appreciate his appearance in my life. =) I admire your personality, knowledge and talents and I'm pretty sure there's someone out there who will really deserve to have you.

Besides being emo nowadays I'm being stressed up too. The same old thing again, fees...
I would like to thank Joann for being so so so good ! I really didn't expect you will say so, and I really appreciate it deep down from my heart. I am sure even friends who have the capability to do so they wouldn't tell me that. And I feel so blessed despite I am stress up and full with confusion in my mind. I hope all my friends around me can have a great year ahead with less problems to be taken care of. Soo Jin feels upset and confused yet she's trying to be happy and live life to the max !

Love all of you !
xoxo

the Sixth !

Fine evening- today as usual went to MPH to enroll for this semester, checked in for hostel and check on PTPTN loan for degree. Well it is a little tougher this time as everything need to settle through online. I will only submit required documents if they approve my loan. I did something 'bad' just now which ended up I'm suffering it now. I went through something and to my surprise I read something I shouldn't. I got a little shock when I saw it. Well I guess I'm right to be protective though. You're not as good as I thought. I don't need to feel guilty now if I did something which I will feel guilty before this.

This semester I'm not sure will be as hectic as the previous one but I'm sure I'll go through as best as I could. I'm thinking for alternatives on how to get the first payment for my degree. It is so near that it make me a little miserable to think of alternatives. Plus the thing I read through just now, it already made me moody and upset enough to spoil my mood. What the hell wrong with me right now? At one point I do really feel I'm blessed but at some other point I felt I was so screw up. Well well is just life. Have it's own ups and downs. I'm trying to go with the flow. *may god bless me*