Is been different

Windy night- Recently I realized that you can't harm my feelings anymore. Wow that sounds a little great in some way!Finally I've fully recovered from fever, cough, flu and allergy which attacked me last week after the celebration of my best friend's birthday.I'm glad that I didn't faint down on the very happy moment or else I'm going to miss whole lot of fun ! This was the very first time I went to club with the whole gang and it was fun even I'm not feeling well at that time.

I wanted to thank Joann so much for sending me out to the clinic early in the morning!! The very touched moment was 'You should have called me earlier'...~woooo~ That was sweet and not to forget about Chee Seong too. I can't find any clinic when I was out with Joann at first so ended up CS fetch me to clinic around ten plus. I'm glad that this birthday boy on that day willing to send me out to clinic ! Thank you very much to both of you ! =)

I'm currently watching a good series of Hong Kong drama, Rosy Business. The characters and the story line of the drama are marvelous ! TVB is really improving drastically all these years !

Hot months !

Hot night- I just can't stand the heat nowadays. Is been quite some time since I last used my blanket ! Oh gosh ! I'll start to sweat again not long after I got my shower! This is extremely irritating ! *sigh* And I just read the newspaper and got to know that the current temperature will remain till September ! I'll be a dry corpse by that time. Time flies since is already second week of the semester already. The other day I felt so left out with the whole gang since I joined them slightly later. Maybe I was just too sensitive but God knows huh..

I can't wait to go back home! I think this phrase seems extremely funny and weird if it is coming out from my mouth ! *giggles* But yes I do wanted to go home for the exciting event coming up this Saturday. And I feel like going to the cinema really soon ! I want I want !!!

Demotivated on the very first day !

Fine night- I just came back from having my dinner not long ago. Today was a total bad day for me I assumed. I don't have the excited mood to even go for classes yet I still went for classes today. And I'm officially broke after I've paid the extra 300 bucks of resource fee using my own pocket money. *sobs* These few days things been running around my head and make me had a disastrous sleep session ever. And I got no idea why this feeling is coming back to me again? It seriously haunt me over and over again which makes me can't really concentrate on things that need to be done. And these two weeks of holiday I still can't make up my mind on what to major in degree yet. All I'm thinking is how to fully utilize my SHORT holiday so that I can have a great start for this semester ! i don't think I got a great start for this semester though. How sad was that?

As time goes by, I realized I'm still turning in the same circle that I've been turning for quite some time. Thoughts and things that are in my mind I can't really figure out definite answer which is so distracting ! What am I thinking lately I hardly can't figure out myself. Oh yea maybe I'm being emo AGAIN ! well well who knows better than myself huh. Hard time is coming soon !

short !

Fine night- I realized that my two weeks holiday seems EXTREMELY short and is ending tomorrow which makes me so demotivated to crawl back to my four walls hostel room ! But anyway this two weeks holiday was the first time ever I've truly ENJOYED it.

Well the thing is I did went out for a drink at Jaya One on a random Friday night which was so cool since I haven't drink for quite some time. And the time that I spent to talk with great companion is the one thing I can't get it from anywhere else. And fast forward to this week I went to my sis's place which is in Rawang for anyone that have no idea. I'm there on Sunday afternoon where I drove my old car all the way down there and get it checked.

And the very next night I went to the newly renovated pub, Rock Wild with my brother in law. And I did some singing with some uncles and solo too, of course. That night was a marvelous night whereby I got a little bit tipsy and I hit the bed after I brushed my teeth ! And I got hungover the very next day ! Brother in law went to Vietnam on Tuesday while me and sister came back to Kajang on Wednesday after we went to do some shopping at KLCC. Basically she's the one who shops and I just give opinions since I'm too broke to even get myself a discounted GAP T-shirt ! *sob*

Actually for this week the most fabulous event that I'm waiting for is on Friday which was yesterday whereby, we're going to night club for someone's birthday celebration! Even is not the first time I'm going but I still have a real good 'feeling' of going to chill out there ! And sometimes, I even felt that am I doing the right course since what I interested in is normally social and networking and not business administration where all the subjects need constant memorizing work and thorough research to complete assignments.

There are always contradictions happens on me for doing something I'm interested in or doing something that seems to be more profitable. This question has puzzled me for quite some time and makes me confused. I felt some kind of pressure hitting me hard as the tuition fees is shooting up high and money for me to spend is going low. May god bless me so I could get a part time promoter job as soon as possible. !!