Health

Fine evening- I went to hospital to visit my eldest aunt yesterday at Tung Shin Hospital. She got some ulcer around her small intestine. According to her, the pain was really unbearable though. Today just got screw from teacher because of the scales I can't play it nicely. Duh. Pretty upset since I did practice though just don't understand why I screw up. *sob* Just can't imagine what will happen on the practical examination day. Nervous? Screw up? *miserable* Weather is so freaking hot though. Makes me feel so moody. Is so bad when you have someone on your mind but you can't express it out. What a sad case isn't it? I felt that I become more and more lay back as days goes by. Is it a good thing or not so good thing? I can think of too many question to ask myself but most of it I can't look for any answer though. *speechless*