Heart

Fine afternoon- I've been waiting for the reply for an hour. Yet there's nothing appearing on my phone. It did made me felt so "sour" at the bottom of my heart. I'm just wondering how K can be so brave to get what she's been so determined to get. This is just the starting for me but I already felt bad. How am I suppose to continue? Just now when my phone beeps I thought is what I''ve been waiting for but as usual is not. *sob* This made me felt just like last time. Oh Gosh ! Since you've helped me to move a step forward why not you show some other way too? Even though you close all the door I know you will leave a window for me, don't You? I'm taking all this as a "practice". Just hope that I could be more tough to face all this. I did a palm reading just now. From what I've seen the reading that I did for myself is really kind of accurate. I know I can be better.