The very last few moments ~

Fine night- I've just back from the airport few hours ago. I packed up my things and went to dinner with mum. The mixed feelings in the airport made me feel extremely BAD ! I've hold my tears for so long and at the end it still burst out. *sigh* Deep down my heart I seriously feel so *sour*. We know each other is not as long as a mother and her son, but is long enough to have emotional attachment with each other. I'm suppose to study for my test tomorrow but I feel so tired right now and I feel like hitting the bed now. Holding on doubts and guilty feeling of doing so. Oh gosh ! sleepy me !