After The First Day.

Fine evening- Just after my dinner and feel so full now. Wow the feeling of having two papers in one day feel so stress but when all over I feel so much better ! But the WAR is not end yet. Just make me feel more relieved . The guy made me feel so unease since he's kinda irritating when he's bothering me. I'm wondering why I can't find my Mr. Right, *giggles* But who knows the right one will appear pretty soon. Whoever is reading please don't laugh I'm just being optimistic though ! *smirk* All these doesn't appear to be important to me anymore all I know is I got to have some faith. =) May god bless me with my exams. I just do all I can. Sometimes getting good result is not really hard but when MAINTAIN it is kind of hard. Just hope my effort won't be wasted. Going to have a cool shower and enjoy it !!!
Have a nice day everyone !

Loves,
Soo Jin

Is monday the "silent" night.

Is a calm and "silent" night. Where mom didn't call me at all. I think she still angry and got offended. But as usual I just don't know how to put things in a better way that's why it ended up this way. What I can do nothing much besides focus more on my revision which AGAIN it is so hard. Feel like crying though. Too much stuffs in my mind yet there's no one for me to burst to. At least now I can write here. But verbally WHO can I talk to? If others sure say I deserve it since every time mom call I take it as real annoying. But who can really stand by my side and think? All these happen to me is somehow bothering me in some way which I can't describe. Hope things will get better pretty soon other wise IT going to be really bad. I feel like SHOUTING as loud as I can !!! everything stuck inside my heart yet I don't know what to do. Just have a little faith and we will see how. =)

Good day everyone....=p

Negative (arguement) + Positive ( Celebration)

Today when I'm on the way back to INTI me and mom's conversation heated up... I think she cried when I'm concentrating driving. I don't know what can I do as our perceptions are different. But all these are just happening on me one week before my final. God bless me ! I guess she won't call me anymore from now on since she got offended. How should I be better in explanation or handling this kind of situation. I just thinking of concentrating on my revision but it doesn't happen though. God bless ME ! Yesterday I went to Salsa Havana for Wen Xin's farewell party which ended up quite disappointed she, the important girl cannot enjoy due to her stomach upset. So we just went to Old Town to have a drink after we standing in front of the Zouk entrance planning to go in but couldn't since Wen Xin looks quite sick. On the way back there's block since is saturday night so as usual scroll down window "Hello"..."Dari Mana Ni"....Replied by: "Baru balik dari Federal Hotel"...The police seems to be alright with it since when Saw Hoon's talking he didn't smell any alcoholic "smell" from her. Today is really so tired for me, mentally as well as physically. Wishing somehow I can burst to someone but there doesn't seems to be have any right candidate. Duh, what a sad thing right. *smirk* Exam is just around the corner another 7 days to go. Wow time really FLIES !

God bless Soo Jin !!!!

Having my sweet time in the lab...

Just finished my class but I can't go anywhere since I've gotta wait until 2pm. So, I've decided having my sweet time in the computer lab writing blog. But anyway nothing much to write since in the morning i'v already written one regarding my weird dream. This semester to me is like a disaster since every subjects need a lot of effort in order to do well. But besides studying hard I don't think I'll have any other alternatives. Just got my marketing test mark where I felt a little bit disappointed since is not the mark I thought I'll get. But anyway it still acceptable. I still can't really sleep well these two weeks yet I'm wondering why it happens. Maybe a little too stress since I'm real busy with tests and assignment for the last few weeks. But anyway it will be a lot better now since all the tests are completed just left over the last assignment which is CSC. Sometimes I just don't understand why all these smart people tend to invent something which the not so smart people like me will having hard time in learning it. Gosh ! World is always full with those unexpected stuff though so just gotta learn up and live with it. Have a nice day everyone !!

fine morning-2nd April 2008

Yesterday i've just ended all the tests. I feel so glad but at the same time I'm doing my last assignment as well. Well when I slept I got a real funny dream where I'm in the F1 race or something. Then I am talking to Kimi. Oh gosh !! funny isn't it? I'm in the race car as well under Ferrari. *giggles* But before the race I ran kind of far away to reach the race's destination. In the progress, I've met my old classmate which he stopped and ask me to stay for a seminar that talk about tips. Besides that I also met an old man, a white dog, and when I open the house's gate the race is just happening there. I've told Kimi that "if you won I'll treat you for a dinner". Oh my god ! This was the first time I'm having dream which I can really remember most of the things happen in it. So unbelievable ! Oh another thing before I race in the car I also having one more race in those "child" size car..gosh ! that one i'm not really sure how to explain it. Perhaps I really think too much things before I fell asleep that's why having weird dream.

Rainy Night.

It was raining right now. It's been the whole week I can't sleep well. I'm wondering what happen though. Today I went to F1 with my classmates. We were really having fun.. And at the same time it reminds me so many memories during my duty in the mall area. The pit stop meant so much to me in the sense that I took a lots of nice pictures in there. I'm wondering next year do I still have the chance go once again. *giggles* I felt so tired this week it seems like no time for me to have some good rest. This Thursday and Friday I'm having test for CSC and Eco respectively. But I don't seems like I'm well prepared though. The other day in Eva's birthday party I felt something "different" with the feelings I had towards someone. But it'll never work out in either way though since he has a "future gf". That's the point I started to question myself why I become more and more "different" when talking about feeling....All these days reminds me of the "old" things that concealed at my subconscious mind for a while. I felt like bursting out but I don't think it will help anything to be better. I'm too exhausted both physically and mentally. I just wish I can hit the "refresh" button in myself. If I do have the button I think it will be a lot better...

sweet sweet things....

The little light with soothing aroma liquid that my lovely sister light up for me every night before I sleep while my stay in her house. Really so nice of her !!! love you, Sis ... *kiss*





(Me,Sis, and bro-in-law, Randy Poh) In Sunshine Bar for the Australia GP launch promo...It was really a nice race on that day !!!