An update

Fine midnight- I think is time for a brief update on my holiday life I'm having ever since last month. It's real fast I would say since it's going to end this week. I have mixed feelings for this to end since it basically means school starting which is good yet it also mean money needed for tuition fees.

The whole holiday I've worked in some local cafe as a waitress for about a week before I went to work in an event company whereby I learned a lot of things I would say,compiling list, making numerous of phone calls, tabulation, and more ! I even got to attend some good events like giving out tickets for some movie screening, Raymond Lam's concert, and Astro Star Quest. All these somehow has made my holiday become a little less dull and the most important thing was I got to work with my significant someone. I think it would be not-so-fun if he is not around to tease me a bit, go lunch with me, buy me breakfast and my favourite guava, and so much more !

Well people could certainly think all sorts of things when I'm in a relationship with a guy totally come from a different background, but I, myself see this as a very good chance to see how far can we go. This is not a bet, it's just something I would like to maintain until changes need to be made. Doesn't that sounds familiar? =)


Anyway, school is starting and I already can imagine the amount of workload I'm going to have. I'm gonna miss this 'long holiday'.

Happy new year everyone ! May you guys & girls out there have a wonderful year ahead ~ Grab the positive opportunities that pass by you as it may only pass by ONCE.

Holiday

Cloudy noon- Holiday for weeks already and basically didn't have much fun besides staying at home in front of the desktop and grow 'mushroom'. Occasionally going out with my sweetheart and that's basically the most fun I could have. Just got back from Viet yesterday and today night got to work already. I feel so lost mentally nowadays especially this coming weekend where I got to work in Jusco Cheras Selatan. Sometimes I just don't understand how can disorganize manage to survive on this earth ! I don't meant to offend anyone I just feel unease when I got to work with those people. Perhaps I just have to strengthen my adaptability level in order to get the most out of it.

I think is going to rain soon since I heard loud thundering sound. And I don't know what I got to do in this 7 hours before my work starts. I got a random thought sometimes wondering when a person tell you s/he loves you, do s/he really meant it? A big question mark here and there. In the latest trip to Viet, it makes me think that marriage and giving birth are really like a set of gamble session where you just put everything in and it could turn out to be a really good or bad one. *grins* Well all this kind of random feeling do come once in a while especially when I miss somebody ! Have a nice day people ! =)

Bored Saturday

Fine night- Holiday officially started last Saturday 4pm since that was the time I sit for my last paper. And the very next day I went out with my special one already. Well days passed and I just went for an interview at Captivate yesterday. Everything goes pretty well I would say and I got to call in on next Wednesday to check on my status. Seriously I've been a little worried to start work again in C Beach cafe. It's been a while since I last worked as a waitress and God knows what clumsy stuff I would do on the very first day.

Long holiday seems to be bored. I found that it was a little sarcastic when my closed one said so. Well I think I need to figure out something to fix it. People tend to say I can't pick up hints and yet they're giving me way too much but why not just throw it right in front of me? It's better to be sad for once than being tortured mentally. And people worry I might not accept it but instead of worrying then why not talk to me? It's been so tired to get ignored and yeah I am a really sensitive person, so what? I am just who I am and I don't understand why no one is willing to tell what's wrong with me. Just keep on saying 'I've changed", 'I don't understand' wouldn't help a single thing at all. Instead all that will just make me more miserable and screwed up. I think I just got to take the fact that people comes and goes.

Am I starting to get 'blind' or what? I become more and more less aware who's trying to play a game with me. Or I'm just too tired to even care of who's doing so? No point of reminiscing old time when it bring so much pain ! I love you all who stay with me when I needed you all the most. God bless you all !

First paper

Cloudy afternoon- Well tomorrow is my first paper for final for this semester. Time flies though. It was like so short ! I entered class on the first day of last month like some nerd since I got no friends or companions to talk to. The moment I stepped into the class, I was like 'Yeah I'm in the class and everyone take a short glance of me'. Oh come on, Soo Jin is not that shy type but still they make me feel awkward. So all I did was putting a grin on my face.

As of now, I'm much more bubbly in the class..Have a bunch of new friends which is so nice to me..I guess I just love to meet new people regardless of their races or background. It's so fun getting to know people's culture and stuff. Though I took 3 subjects this semester it's not that pressurized since 2 of it is about language. English and German. Well for English it's not exempted as this time it's equivalent to IETLS 6.0 so I must take it before doing my other degree subjects. As for German language, I think it's so fun ! At least now I have a little knowledge in German instead of zero knowledge before this.

Initially I am suppose to continue preparing notes for Saturday paper but the weather really makes me feel so sleepy. Too bad, I think I'm going to continue later with the notes later on ! *giggles*

Have a nice day everyone! Good luck for those who are sitting for finals !

Is that normal to feel so..?

Fine night- I was so happy last night when I'm having dinner but today I don't feel the same after my dinner. Got to know that I'll have a new roomie next semester. Though I've seen this coming but I didn't realized that I would be this sad/down. I have thousand of reasons to console myself but the truth is often more cruel than we could think of. Seriously got so distracted and lost concentration with my assignments.

Fabulous trip !

Fine night- Just came back on the 28th Aug from China. The trip was pretty fun indeed. As usual meeting new people, going great places to relax, and having good food as well ! Basically I was doing the same thing every day but in a different place. Got the chance to go spa, reflexology, manicure & pedicure, karaoke, night club and clubs. All I can say is never underestimate what the China people can do ! I'm fortunate to go to the places whereby the way they serve the customer is superb. Looking forward to go back when I'm allow to. So sorry people I can't upload any photos in the blog as the connection back in my hostel is too slow ! feel free to check out my Facebook for the pictures but can 't promised when I'll be finish uploading.

I just enrolled myself into International Business for degree level. Is pretty bad to hear various comments from third party regarding this course. I'm starting to doubt the decision that I made but still I still hope I can pull it through. Gosh I'm taking law again in this semester. God bless me ! It sounds so much harder with the one I did in Diploma. Well I'm thinking what else to update here. Guess that's all for now. Have a nice day people.

As promised !

Fine night- I'll update my blog today so here I come. I'm officially on holiday now. Though there are only 2 weeks I'm sure I'll fully utilize it. My final examinations which had ended on 13 Aug 2009 has definitely been remarkable to me as it was not any usual final papers it was the four last papers that I'm sitting for to graduate in Diploma for Business Administration. Though people may not agree with the major I chose for degree but I think I'll probably will be good in it. Just hope my decision to major in International Business won't be a huge mistake. *grins* Through my personality, strengths and weaknesses I think International Business will suit me the best as compare to any other majors available in Degree courses.


The post that had been delayed for quite some time was the charity performance on 1st of Aug. It was quite successful I presumed ! I was so worried as I didn't attend the stage rehearsal since I'm away for the Sabah short trip. It caused me to have few days of insomnia before the performance. I even started to feel no energy at the moment I'm stepping on the stage for my first number for the night. It was really nerve wrecking but I think all of us managed to pull it through and did a great job.
So let the pictures do the talking.




Sister and Mum !






Me and Mandy ~



Final pose for Safari Dance~



Umbrella (spot me ! ) =P



Michael Jackson (Beat It)



Superb Teacher Celeste(Middle)



MJ of the night ! (Yim Wai Lup)














ME and RACHO !



SMELLY ~~



Candid ~

P/s: More pictures are available in my FB

Upcoming post should be trip to China ! =)