Time

Fine afternoon- Feeling so sleepy right now though.Just got back from INTI. This week got to finish up my assignment 5 because it will be due next week. Is nearer and nearer to examinations really make me kind of headache !

Just wish to tell someone that 'time' is all we need. Take everything slowly. As I'm people who demands much I think I just need more time to certain my heart. I want someone who can physically and mentally compatible with me. If I got someone who just only own one I will hesitate pretty long. I think just like what I'm doing now. I'm a person who will really go for what I want to get. Even though sometimes it seems to be a little weird but I will still do that if I feels that I'm right and doesn't harm anyone. If I want to get something I'll make sure I MUST get it. People calls that as STUBBORN. Perhaps you have the point saying that I have something that I can't let go yet. But I'm pretty sure what I suppose to let go I've already did it. Well as I said I just want to sure I met the right one before I'm making any decision. Grant me more time and perhaps I'll have a clearer thought of what myself REALLY wants. *giggles*

I told you that you deserve a better one because I felt that I don't deserve you. Not because I'm not good or what is just that don't have the confidence to be a good one. I'm hard to convince because the things I went through before this somehow made me view life in a different angle. I should balance everything up before things got messy again. Sorry for letting you to feel so *toot*. I won't be getting tired to see you but sometimes I just need time to think and figure things out. I'm learning how to control my emotions so don't feel bad when I am being emotional alright. None of that is your fault. If you do feel bad I'll be even feeling more bad. So just let it flows naturally and sooner or later I hope we can get what both of us wants.