the Sixth !

Fine evening- today as usual went to MPH to enroll for this semester, checked in for hostel and check on PTPTN loan for degree. Well it is a little tougher this time as everything need to settle through online. I will only submit required documents if they approve my loan. I did something 'bad' just now which ended up I'm suffering it now. I went through something and to my surprise I read something I shouldn't. I got a little shock when I saw it. Well I guess I'm right to be protective though. You're not as good as I thought. I don't need to feel guilty now if I did something which I will feel guilty before this.

This semester I'm not sure will be as hectic as the previous one but I'm sure I'll go through as best as I could. I'm thinking for alternatives on how to get the first payment for my degree. It is so near that it make me a little miserable to think of alternatives. Plus the thing I read through just now, it already made me moody and upset enough to spoil my mood. What the hell wrong with me right now? At one point I do really feel I'm blessed but at some other point I felt I was so screw up. Well well is just life. Have it's own ups and downs. I'm trying to go with the flow. *may god bless me*