Dead busy

Cloudy evening- These few weeks I'm so busy with the assignments that are throwing to me ! Really hectic compare to last few semesters. Too much work to work on anyway, which causes unnecessary stress for me since I need to finish it on time so that I won't cause any delay to my other group mates. Frankly speaking I just got to know that the 60% coursework marks are actually suggested by the students. *sigh* It seems that 60% on coursework really helpful but the workload has been doubled up. *speechless*

This year it seems that so many friends and closed ones are leaving though. And I'm a little unhappy to know that my dad's leaving too. Well I wonder after May, is he not going to pay any single thing for our living expenses anymore? And he expects me to stop my studies and work first. Well seriously I am so pissed off when I heard about this because if I stop now and work first, who can assure me when is the time that I'll earn enough money to continue on my degree? And if I stop at diploma level, I need to pay up PTPTN loan starting 6 months after I've stop. Is that a good idea after all? These few weeks I'm still thinking over a better solution or maybe alternatives to all this.

And right now I'm having some kind of mixed feeling that distracted me on what I'm doing. I just got to focus I guess !