Sunny afternoon- What you think when a sports car is driven by a handsome dude? And not even one maybe 7? At first I'm so glad that I might joining them up but in the end I just don't feel like joining. Well I guess if I join in I think I can go to somewhere I never been before and the expenses are covered ! So nice huh? But too bad I just don't have the mood to cancel off everything and just go like that. And I don't want to play for 3 days and 3 nights without having 4 hrs sleep at least. There are so many reasons for me to take the offer but well I've been quite steady this time after a short consideration and I declined. Perhaps the previous 'me' I'll cancel off classes to go to have some fun but now it doesn't work that way anymore I guess. I'm still particular on my garments and high heels where I don't like to loan to anybody,I just don't understand but each time it happens my blood will just 'shoot up' IMMEDIATELY ! Especially when I want it, and is not there ! God damn me, for being a disrespectful daughter but is this a challenge for me to overcome it?
Each time when I tried not to burst it out I can feel the 'inside' of me, feels EXTREMELY bad. Just like you're so pissed off and you need to smile and continue with your work. Oh gosh ! Please don't ever happen all this thing I can't take it for so many times and what my dad said it sounds so IRRESPONSIBLE to me. There's no difference where a chicken left all the chicks dying off. I know my examples are sucks but you will know what is it feels like when you're in my shoe. Oh gosh I seriously NEED A BREAK after a hectic week !
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