Monday, May 4, 2009

Demotivated on the very first day !

Fine night- I just came back from having my dinner not long ago. Today was a total bad day for me I assumed. I don't have the excited mood to even go for classes yet I still went for classes today. And I'm officially broke after I've paid the extra 300 bucks of resource fee using my own pocket money. *sobs* These few days things been running around my head and make me had a disastrous sleep session ever. And I got no idea why this feeling is coming back to me again? It seriously haunt me over and over again which makes me can't really concentrate on things that need to be done. And these two weeks of holiday I still can't make up my mind on what to major in degree yet. All I'm thinking is how to fully utilize my SHORT holiday so that I can have a great start for this semester ! i don't think I got a great start for this semester though. How sad was that?

As time goes by, I realized I'm still turning in the same circle that I've been turning for quite some time. Thoughts and things that are in my mind I can't really figure out definite answer which is so distracting ! What am I thinking lately I hardly can't figure out myself. Oh yea maybe I'm being emo AGAIN ! well well who knows better than myself huh. Hard time is coming soon !

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