After the final thought

Stuffy noon- These months been a pretty struggling month for me in most of the way. Things are throwing to me as if I'm superwoman ! Sorry guys got to use this kind of example ! I got two tests and one assignment due next week ! Seriously yesterday was a speechless day for me though. Start with my presentation. After a dozen times of presenting, for the very first time I got to re-do my slides in the computer lab since my thumb drive couldn't retrieve the file. So sorry to my group mates for the minor 'heart attack'. And yesterday was the day I realized I'm a little late to do SOMETHING. Gosh ! Even though changes will be at any point of time, but it won't be the same anymore. I got a message from my DEAR FRIEND abroad which was another shocked thing for me. Out of no where I got that message and voila-that's it. I don't feel like explaining after what you've blurted out. I felt much more relieved in some way. Is just that the burden has just disappeared ! The decision I made last year was a pretty good one I assumed. To someone: I rather you have no feelings for me after few years from the day I told you we should remain as friend, then started it and ended it in a harsh way. You're my mind reader, remember?

With all kind of friends I got sometimes it is so hard to justify which one of them is a truthful one to share with your personal problems. I got those you tell them now, and the very next minute the whole gang will know about it. And with what I've talked with WWS, if there's anyone would ever came to know about the content then I shall say you're just the same ! I don't mind to bear the embarrassment if there is, but make sure it is worth for me to do. Would anyone kind enough to leave me some guides? Things are getting out of my control. I just don't know why I got the guts to tell you !