Near to Chinese New Year

Sunny morning- Well well even though Chinese New Year is just around the corner I still can't have feel the 'feeling' yet. I guess is because of the works I got to do even I have a so-called one week holiday. *sob* But anyway, better than nothing! Not to forget the extra 3 days we're having, we need to replace it back ! *wondering*
Luckily I'm taking 4 subjects this semester or else I'm so dead. I'm looking forward to loiter around the airport with Joann. *giggles* There will be tonnes of things we going to talk on, something like a never ending stuffs.

All these days I'm still thinking what is the right decision to be made or there's no right or wrong is just the matter of perception? Well perhaps I've been thinking a little too much on unnecessary things. When I got the news, I didn't seems to be happy as I should. But I have some kind of mixed feelings...Soo Jin emo again ! *giggles* nah just joking I got no time to be emo as I have 8 assignments waiting for me to put my hands on them...=(

When confusion strikes.

Windy night- Till now I'm still questioning myself am I making the right decision? And I've been thinking it over and over again and it seriously do make me emotional easily..But this time I can more or less control it too. But deep inside me right now there's so much thing that requires me to think about. Everything happens for a reason? well this was what someone told me before and I seriously appreciate his appearance in my life. =) I admire your personality, knowledge and talents and I'm pretty sure there's someone out there who will really deserve to have you.

Besides being emo nowadays I'm being stressed up too. The same old thing again, fees...
I would like to thank Joann for being so so so good ! I really didn't expect you will say so, and I really appreciate it deep down from my heart. I am sure even friends who have the capability to do so they wouldn't tell me that. And I feel so blessed despite I am stress up and full with confusion in my mind. I hope all my friends around me can have a great year ahead with less problems to be taken care of. Soo Jin feels upset and confused yet she's trying to be happy and live life to the max !

Love all of you !
xoxo

the Sixth !

Fine evening- today as usual went to MPH to enroll for this semester, checked in for hostel and check on PTPTN loan for degree. Well it is a little tougher this time as everything need to settle through online. I will only submit required documents if they approve my loan. I did something 'bad' just now which ended up I'm suffering it now. I went through something and to my surprise I read something I shouldn't. I got a little shock when I saw it. Well I guess I'm right to be protective though. You're not as good as I thought. I don't need to feel guilty now if I did something which I will feel guilty before this.

This semester I'm not sure will be as hectic as the previous one but I'm sure I'll go through as best as I could. I'm thinking for alternatives on how to get the first payment for my degree. It is so near that it make me a little miserable to think of alternatives. Plus the thing I read through just now, it already made me moody and upset enough to spoil my mood. What the hell wrong with me right now? At one point I do really feel I'm blessed but at some other point I felt I was so screw up. Well well is just life. Have it's own ups and downs. I'm trying to go with the flow. *may god bless me*

In trouble

Sunny afternoon- Well after checking my account book I've just realized that PTPTN did not bank in money for the coming semester's fee. After some calculation, I'm so DEAD due to I'll still need extra thousand plus to settle May 2009 semester...! Apparently, I don't have any extra bucks now. Thinking for possible alternatives right now and it seriously distracting me when I'm practicing exam pieces. End up I'm updating my blog here and still thinking hard on what's the possible alternative. Oh gosh 2008 doesn't seems is the best year for me but at least it is so much better as to compare to 2007. Anyway this is what we called life and we often have unforeseen problems and matters coming all along to SPICE up our life. I'm still having a little doubt on the decisions I've made recently. Perhaps I just don't have enough confident with myself in selecting what I think it is right. I have 1001 things running through my brain right now which really spoil my mood to do what I'm doing just now.

Yesterday I went to Metro Point to see Bosco Wong !! Well he really can sings based on his first new released EP which is quite reasonable to have one. I think he's the first Hong Kong actor who came to Kajang to promote his EP. I was so excited when I saw him for the first time ! But if Jay is coming I think I'll be crazy already. *giggles* I felt so contented with what I have now, and I would like to thank everyone for making this happen ! I shall continue practice for a while before going out for a swimming session with friends.

May all of you have a wonderful new year eve this year to welcome 2009, Another Excited Year to Be...=)

Friendship

Fine night- As promised I shall update my blog real soon but ended up today only I'm free to update. Well nothing much about these few weeks. I stopped working in La Senza, I shop quite much and finally I'm broke. *giggles* But what to do chinese new year is just around the corner so to pamper myself for using my holiday wisely I bought all those stuffs as a gift for myself. *lame reason* =)

I really didn't think that I can be friend again with my long lost friend, PP ! It sounds a little weird huh? Is been more or less three years that we didn't talk to each other due to changes of attitudes that I have which makes her feels annoyed. But all this got clear up as I believe some of my friends did persuade her to change her mind. I'm really glad to have her back as my friend, really I do appreciate it. When someone treating you good, we shouldn't take it for granted as all this might disappear the next minute. We'll never know right? I am really thankful for what I own now.

Mini Trip ~~

Sunny day- Well I went to Genting with my high school mates earlier of this month. Well the most unexpected part was because of a long lost friend SUGGESTED me to join in. That's was the most unexpected part for me though. Anyway things seems to be turning out to the positive side. Well I'm not feeling too well right now so I think I'll continue in the next post..stay tuned..

bad day~

Fine night- This morning was an usual morning for me where i get ready to go to work and have breakfast before shop opens.unfortunately hours after that I got severe headache, diarrhea and vomited. The moment I stepped out Mid Valley it started to rain heavily. Oh gosh I felt so weak and dizzy to continue walking towards the station even though it was so near. Anyhow I manage to board the train and back to Kajang. My supervisor said to me, 'you really need to go back'? I stunned there for a moment because she didn't even bother what's my condition all she asked was only that. Well I understood the fact that there's not enough staffs at the moment but keeping there it will not help at all. Seriously I lose respect to the seniors that are working over there since in my opinion I think somehow they are not so professional.

About some other thing that's bothering me is I don't know how long it will last but my current principle is everything happen for a reason. This was told by one of my friend that I deeply admired. The way he thinks stuffs are really awesome. I shall go to bed early tonight or else I won't recover soon enough. The sad thing is I got to work on Saturday. Holiday seems to pass by so fast. One of my friend said before what you can learn by becoming a sales promoter? Well when you got a chance to be one then you'll know.