I am ALIVE !

sunny evening- After the mad week I got last week finally I'm fresh and alive to update my dead blog of my daily routine ! These few days I've been sleeping a lot till yesterday I started to feel blur and dizzy. And not to forget I've accompanied mom to go out to one of the dance center which I presumed it would be so bored yet I still went out. As expected it is bored with all those highly uncivilized people talking loudly and staring at you for hours. Now I realized Rawang has so much more to offer better than this. Wonder how the owner can survives and manage her business. When I'm so free now no one is there for me to get in touch with and when the semester starts people will start bugging me. seriously speechless though ! And now I'm a little sleepy so perhaps I should get a short nap and stay up late again tonight ! I just got to appreciate these two weeks holiday as much as possible since after this I got to start to have WAR with the subjects again. Time flies !

Beautiful morning

sunny morning- I've been awake pretty early today which was an hour ago ! Is another 48 hours before my very first paper starts ! I'm quite nervous though since there's two subjects in a day ! But I'm blessed since my revision is making good progression. Even I can't study for 3 to 4 hours continuously but at least half of it ! I was talking to one of my mate in Ireland a moment ago. And to my surprise, he's left Malaysia for 7 months ! When he told me I responded by 'are you serious'? Oh gosh ! Time flies huh? Despite I'm having finals, problems did not stop hunting me where my phone cannot be activated after i restored the settings. It seems that it require another type of authorized sim card to activate it! I was blurred and pissed off at that moment but anyway I'm still glad that my old phone is around. Well mom told me she's worried that she no longer can secure her job since the committee wanted to change company to handle the property management tasks. The moment I got her message I stunned there for a moment before I started replying. God bless us !

This is the very first time I'm in INTI that I can sense 'silence' and 'peacefulness'. The corridor outside my room is different with other days ! Guess my neighbors are not back yet or they are staying silently staying in the room to do some revision. I'm glad that my little diary over here can at least let me burst off or even jot down some happy memories since there's not much people that I can really talk to and understand my situation. I have ton of things to write but due to time constraints I'll do it after my finals..Good luck to everyone who's sitting for finals ~~ Have a nice day...

A solution

Fine evening- I got a solution for the situation that made me pissed off. Even is a bit costly for now but I think is worth it to solve both sides problems. Well my solution is not an intangible thing though. Is a cupboard to be more precise. I bet you guys wouldn't want to know why this can solve my problem ! Another 7 days to go before my very first final papers hit me! And I'm thankful that Soo Jin has started her revision. Even though I feel like puking each time I'm doing short notes but I don't have other alternative to study besides doing small notes and going through them.

Time flies in academic part but my normal routine life is still sucks and at the same slow pace. I should be very blessed for having good people around me yet I still feels that there's something wrong with me. Totally don't have much idea how this could happen. I wanted to go to the cinema to watch so many new released movies but time doesn't allow me to do so ! I'm really going to appreciate the 2 weeks holiday I got after my finals as when the next semester starts again I got to work it all out all over again. *hectic* I've been sleeping a lot lately despite my final is just next week. Gosh ! Is that what we called 'lazy'? God knows. Got to start revision again after my dinner. God bless me !

What a good weather

Fine afternoon- I love the weather right now the most ! Is been so hot last few days finally I can enjoy some afternoon without the superb hot sun ! I've just celebrated Pow Ping's birthday yesterday and it was marvelous ! The greatest moment of life is to enjoy. You can enjoy when there's good food and great buddies around ! Is been really long I did not celebrate with them ! And this year celebration should really make it HUGE according to one of my buddy, Phang Chun Kin (P.C.K.). The reasons behind of it are quite lame so I don't feel like telling. *giggles* I left another 11 days before my final examinations start. I'm not sure is it due to over working for all the course works and now I don't really seems to nervous. But nevertheless I'll do my revision soon ! I don't hope that I'll neither resit for any papers nor getting bad grades for it. Well I should believes that nothing comes easy. Good luck for all my friends who are sitting for finals ! =)

Here are some pictures of my girlfriend's birthday ! If you guys want to see more then kindly drop by my facebook profile. =) cheers ~

After completed all the courseworks !

Fine night- Relieved that I've completed all the tests, presentations and assignments. Life has been a little better yet stressful period will hit in another few days as need to prepare for finals already. I just left 10-13 days to get ready for the finals where the two BELOVED marketing papers are on the very same day. *sigh* I should start my revision pretty soon. Today's test seriously I've not been putting a lot of effort as I'm still pretty distracted here and there. I'm a little worry for my dear mum as the consultation of the doctor sounds a little serious. I just hope she can relax and does not get tense up easily. When I asked her what is going to happen after June since I'll officially not receiving any cash from my dad ! She just said WE'LL SEE HOW. By the given answer, I know she can't figure out anything yet and I don't want her to get worry yet I got no alternatives. Oh gosh ! My sensitive skin is hitting me again as I got all these rashes over me now. So itchy...I'll be sleeping soon before I get emo...Sorry guys I've been posting a lot of emo posts lately, I'm trying to be happy but I just need a little more time. Be patient ! =)

The very last few moments ~

Fine night- I've just back from the airport few hours ago. I packed up my things and went to dinner with mum. The mixed feelings in the airport made me feel extremely BAD ! I've hold my tears for so long and at the end it still burst out. *sigh* Deep down my heart I seriously feel so *sour*. We know each other is not as long as a mother and her son, but is long enough to have emotional attachment with each other. I'm suppose to study for my test tomorrow but I feel so tired right now and I feel like hitting the bed now. Holding on doubts and guilty feeling of doing so. Oh gosh ! sleepy me !

24 hours

Hot afternoon- 24 hours from now I should be in the airport saying goodbye to someone who is close to me. And saying goodbye is not an easy thing where basically people will have all kinds of mixed feeling hunting over them over and over again. I guess this year is the year I'm going to say 'goodbye' the most. Perhaps to other people, saying goodbye is an easy stuff but definitely would not be me. With all those mixed feeling hunting me over and over again really killing my concentration on my notes. But I'm trying my level best to balance up the stuffs which had already threw to me. I don't know how long I can take all this before I burst out. God bless my OM test and finals which will be around the corner. I seriously need a good buddy to talk to right now ! *sigh*