Old memories

Fine afternoon- Today I passed by my secondary school while I'm on my way home. Watching all the students happily walking towards town just reminds me when I'm also once like them walking to town with one big gang. Seriously if ask me to walk under the hot sun now I don't think I can. *giggles* Yesterday I was lying on my bed for hours before I can fell asleep. Finally I finished reading Tuesdays with Morrie, one of the book suggested by Joann. It was really a touching real-life story though. Need to thanks Joann for recommending this book in her blog www.joann15.blogspot.com

Yesterday I was lying on my bed reflecting what I've been thinking all this while. Me and Katrina chit chatted until one plus in the morning. I finally fall asleep at 3. Raining so heavily yesterday midnight. Today morning was a little hard for me to wake up and I really SUFFER during English class. Luckily can go back way earlier for Finance class. Finally I've watched the 1st episode of Prison Break Season 4. Another episode save for next week. *chuckles* Wentworth Miller still looks so ~WOAH~!! I bet you know what I meant. *grins*

Departure

Fine evening- Today class finished pretty early though since we're just doing tutorial questions in the class. Going back home tomorrow. I haven't practice my piano yet so I got a little worry I will get screw this saturday. *giggles* I got a bad feeling that I'm going to flop my practical exam. Even if I got a pass it will just be a 'lucky pass'.

This saturday I'm suppose to have a performance but no one inform me anything yet so I think they just counted me out since I was absent for the last class. Well my friends are going back to their country. They will board the plane pretty soon. Is really nice bunch of friends to have, will be missing them a lot since we might have no chance to meet again. =)

Well I got new 'kisses' from ants and mosquitoes. Still hate insect pretty much though. I have to hand up my project's mind mapping tomorrow but seriously I got no idea what to write yet. *sigh*

Normal day

Fine night- Just as usual today. Except I got 8am class. My lecturer said 'we only will start class at 8.15am if we got 8am class'. No explanation given. *speechless* Previously I was having some confusion on who I am and what should I do then it made me become so emotional. As for now, I'm whole lot better in handling my emotion. Thanks to Joann. Eventhough she doesn't really 'support' my back, but all that she said made me think it another way round. I guess girl and girl can talk easily. =) We just got the 'click' among both of us.

As for now, all I got to do is to concentrate on my studies instead thinking all those nonsense and make me feel unhappy. This semester is killing me though since is a short semester but I'm taking 3 subjects. Which means i got 24 hours per week to be in class. Is so tiring ! Well I'm thinking whether the long semester break shall I work or just stay home and chill out. Staying at home will just wasting my time on unnecesssary things. *sigh*

Is only 8.31pm I already feel like sleeping !

First time to be so happy

Pictures as the starter: The Important people

Fine evening- Well I just reached INTI about 2 hours ago. I sat in the train almost for 2 hours. Today's blog will be a little long since I've sum up everything together. The train journey becomes so bad when there was one bunch of aunties and uncles boarded the train at Kepong Central and they started to make noises which was so annoying. I don't think they realise they are talking so loud until people who were half asleep also woke up due to their conversation.

These few days I was so busy helping out in my sister's wedding. The wedding dinner held at Noble Banquet went on pretty smoothly except for registration time where I got a little messed up with the guest's name. After the dinner ended we headed to De-Lux for 2nd round. I was dead bored in there since everyone got so 'high' but not me. I just mingle around, dance and drink. My bro-in-law's friends who flew over to Malaysia were also there but at that time I don't know them yet. So that's why didn't really mix up with them.

So went back around 4am then we went to Kepong for supper. We didn't eat much on that night that's why. When I reached home was already 5 so I went to remove my make up and bathe. Ended up sleeping so late. The next day I manage to sleep till 1 plus only woke up and I was in a hurry to help sister pack all the things she needs to bring back to Kajang. On that Saturday night few of sister's friends came to my house since it is a practice where one day before wedding bride's friends will come to her house to chill out. I slept around 1 that night but sister was talking to her best friend till pretty late. The next morning I woke up around 8 plus to get ready for the big day !

As usual when I woke up I went to on my desktop and facebook for a while. Then sister asked me to buy her some disposable panties for the game later. I ended up searching all over the groceries shop around my area unfortunately I can't find it. So my last option was going to supermarket. I got it anyway.

The bridegroom reached my house a little earlier than expected. Then due to that the bridemaids were so rush in preparing the 'game'. Bla bla bla.... We went back to Rawang from my house around 1pm. That was the first time sitting in the car passing tol WITHOUT paying. After everything had settled (praying and tea session) I was busy serving the 'brothers' and guests. That was only afternoon I already started to drink but not that much. Around 6 plus the buffet started bla bla bla, after all the cleaning we went to De-Lux again. But this time it was totally DIFFERENT !

Earlier, I got teased from sister's friend saying someone (bro-in-law's friend, F) will marry me in another 2 years time. As usual this was because they got so 'high' and excited though. I didn't bother much so I continue talking to one of the Vietnam dude. Haha I was learning their language. Seriously it was difficult. Yesterday was the first time I didn't feel bored in night club. The environment still the same, girls, waiters, drugs and so forth. I went to dance with Apple and Audrey until I got tired. Both of them got so 'high' before we reached De-Lux so once we were there they became more excited and keep drinking.

Previously, Natalie's husband got excited and gave me a peck on my cheek. Luckily at that time Natalie was there otherwise I'll be having a hard time explaining. Then I saw A crying since she quarrel with her boyfriend. She kept it to herself for days then when she's in the club she talked everything out and dance with everybody. So to be with her, me and F dance too. I think for those who already get bored reading you may click to other stuff since the coming things that I'm going to write will become more bored.

Again, I got a crush on someone. I'm so sick of myself for being like this. Each time I got a crush I will become so *toot*. Wondering how come I cannot be more steady in this kind of thing ! I really hoped that the fellow got too 'high' that's why he said the wrong things. I was praying hard that he don't give me a call on the next day or in the future but my heart got so 'sour' when I think this way. Then I become more and more 'shitty'. My mind becomes uncertain weighing the pros and cons. If can I wish this kind of thing got some formulas for calculation. I kept thinking what for I need to crack my head with all these stuffs. I don't think that fellow can 'go through ' my sis and bro in law. Seriously, this type of guy for entertainment purpose will be good enough. Further down might or might not be a disaster. But the chances to be a disaster will be higher. The things I've been thinking is going to happen again.

Basically, I'm happy but mentally I'm struggling. Time can proof things ! I just hope I have family members who will put up things in a better and effective way.

P/s : Everyone, sorry for posting up some long winded thingy that I'm also having problem to understand it..

Less than 24 hours

Fine night- Actually I wanted to post this up earlier but I was busy doing something. Well just now got a big new but unfortunately was not a good one. I'm relieved everything managed to settle down. I'm attending my sister's wedding dinner tomorrow !! *wow* It was like so fast !!! Still remember those days where we quarrel and I ended become so rebellious.. But all these had changed after I grow up and my sister got fed up. =p She changed her 'strategy' towards me. She become caring instead of restricting me from my activities. She bring me out to places that I would not have chance to go if she does not bring me to. I'm wondering right now what will happen during the dinner tomorrow. Is been a while since I'm sitting down with my dad to have dinner. a decade? *calculating* To me my dad seriously is such a *toot* man. Just imagine you got to have dinner with this kind of man and you have to pretend you're happy. It doesn't matter whether I'm happy or not I just want my mom and sister to be happy. After all is my sis's big day ! All this while I do blame my dad for being so irresponsible. Actually if he loves us he should at least visit us more often and not just complaining to us that we're using a lot of his money ! I really feel so bad when I see friends who have great dad around them to support them in any sense. I think my life is pretty complete except for I'm missing my daddy's love and care for such a long time.

Well starting on from tomorrow my sister is going to lead a different stage of life where she will become someone's wife and got whole lot more of commitment that she needs to give in. That day I was really so relieved that sister still got her own best friend to talk to her even though she missed quite a numbers of their reunion. My life is going to be more interesting as I'm taking subjects that are going to be tougher and tougher.

I think I will be having problem to sleep tonight since I'm just too excited for tomorrow. =)

Pain

Yesterday I can't sleep even it was already so late which made me have difficulty to wake up this morning. I went to MPH hall for enrollment but before that I went to exam center to take my result slip. After that went to hall and looked for Mr. Mani. Around 10.30am everything had settled. Me and Karin went to cafeteria for uncle's curry noodle. We miss it SOOOO much... *giggles*

After that I'm waiting for my 12pm class while catching up with my friends. The first lecturer I met today was my ENL3 lecturer, Ms Kavita. She's quite good in her FACIAL EXPRESSION. The second class was my ACC2 which is a Malay lady and my financial management lecturer is a Chinese man. This semester seems to be a little weird though.

As I'm sitting in the class, I was shivering since it was really cold in there plus my stomach is been so pain for the whole day. Talking about pain, that's another thing that I been so cruel on but I got no other choice besides to tell the truth. Well I guess tonight I will sleep slightly earlier since I'm not feeling well.

Busy

Fine afternoon- These few days been so busy since on my birthday I got a hectic day as well as on yesterday. My birthday this year is just a normal day though.. Woke up about 9 plus then got wishes from some of my friends then went to shower and had my breakfast. Around 2pm went for facial session which caused my face looks so ugly after that since got too much pimples and blackhead ! The petite girl used GREAT amount of energy to make sure all the pimples and blackhead to come out. After that my sweet mum sent me to KTM so that I can take train to Rawang. I got there about 7pm and just nice to reach at dinner time. Actually on that day I was so tired but at night still have to go out to De-Lux. And we finally reached home around 4.40am ! *yawn* Some pictures in the night club since I'm so bored !





Yesterday nigth went to BBQ at natalie's house which is located at Putra Heights to celebrate few girls birthday... Well well is like entering a maze when we're trying to go to her house ! But her house is really nice and warm though. And I got to play with Harven boy for the first time ! so CUTE ! Yesterday I don't need to spend hours to BBQ-ing but still got to eat nice food ! Thanks to Apple. *sweet* After makan makan as usual everyone were like chit chatting here and there. Unfortunately, most of them need to go back early. But there still have enough people to make the house LIVELY ! After a while, they started to gamble until 4 plus in the morning ! Pity sis and Randy need to send me back to Kajang some more before they're going back to Rawang. Again I slept only around 5 plus. These two days really make me grow FAT ! Eat, drink, sleep late, everything bad I did it for 2 days ! Nevertheless, I was having a blast !