First time to be so happy

Pictures as the starter: The Important people

Fine evening- Well I just reached INTI about 2 hours ago. I sat in the train almost for 2 hours. Today's blog will be a little long since I've sum up everything together. The train journey becomes so bad when there was one bunch of aunties and uncles boarded the train at Kepong Central and they started to make noises which was so annoying. I don't think they realise they are talking so loud until people who were half asleep also woke up due to their conversation.

These few days I was so busy helping out in my sister's wedding. The wedding dinner held at Noble Banquet went on pretty smoothly except for registration time where I got a little messed up with the guest's name. After the dinner ended we headed to De-Lux for 2nd round. I was dead bored in there since everyone got so 'high' but not me. I just mingle around, dance and drink. My bro-in-law's friends who flew over to Malaysia were also there but at that time I don't know them yet. So that's why didn't really mix up with them.

So went back around 4am then we went to Kepong for supper. We didn't eat much on that night that's why. When I reached home was already 5 so I went to remove my make up and bathe. Ended up sleeping so late. The next day I manage to sleep till 1 plus only woke up and I was in a hurry to help sister pack all the things she needs to bring back to Kajang. On that Saturday night few of sister's friends came to my house since it is a practice where one day before wedding bride's friends will come to her house to chill out. I slept around 1 that night but sister was talking to her best friend till pretty late. The next morning I woke up around 8 plus to get ready for the big day !

As usual when I woke up I went to on my desktop and facebook for a while. Then sister asked me to buy her some disposable panties for the game later. I ended up searching all over the groceries shop around my area unfortunately I can't find it. So my last option was going to supermarket. I got it anyway.

The bridegroom reached my house a little earlier than expected. Then due to that the bridemaids were so rush in preparing the 'game'. Bla bla bla.... We went back to Rawang from my house around 1pm. That was the first time sitting in the car passing tol WITHOUT paying. After everything had settled (praying and tea session) I was busy serving the 'brothers' and guests. That was only afternoon I already started to drink but not that much. Around 6 plus the buffet started bla bla bla, after all the cleaning we went to De-Lux again. But this time it was totally DIFFERENT !

Earlier, I got teased from sister's friend saying someone (bro-in-law's friend, F) will marry me in another 2 years time. As usual this was because they got so 'high' and excited though. I didn't bother much so I continue talking to one of the Vietnam dude. Haha I was learning their language. Seriously it was difficult. Yesterday was the first time I didn't feel bored in night club. The environment still the same, girls, waiters, drugs and so forth. I went to dance with Apple and Audrey until I got tired. Both of them got so 'high' before we reached De-Lux so once we were there they became more excited and keep drinking.

Previously, Natalie's husband got excited and gave me a peck on my cheek. Luckily at that time Natalie was there otherwise I'll be having a hard time explaining. Then I saw A crying since she quarrel with her boyfriend. She kept it to herself for days then when she's in the club she talked everything out and dance with everybody. So to be with her, me and F dance too. I think for those who already get bored reading you may click to other stuff since the coming things that I'm going to write will become more bored.

Again, I got a crush on someone. I'm so sick of myself for being like this. Each time I got a crush I will become so *toot*. Wondering how come I cannot be more steady in this kind of thing ! I really hoped that the fellow got too 'high' that's why he said the wrong things. I was praying hard that he don't give me a call on the next day or in the future but my heart got so 'sour' when I think this way. Then I become more and more 'shitty'. My mind becomes uncertain weighing the pros and cons. If can I wish this kind of thing got some formulas for calculation. I kept thinking what for I need to crack my head with all these stuffs. I don't think that fellow can 'go through ' my sis and bro in law. Seriously, this type of guy for entertainment purpose will be good enough. Further down might or might not be a disaster. But the chances to be a disaster will be higher. The things I've been thinking is going to happen again.

Basically, I'm happy but mentally I'm struggling. Time can proof things ! I just hope I have family members who will put up things in a better and effective way.

P/s : Everyone, sorry for posting up some long winded thingy that I'm also having problem to understand it..