Thursday, September 4, 2008

Less than 24 hours

Fine night- Actually I wanted to post this up earlier but I was busy doing something. Well just now got a big new but unfortunately was not a good one. I'm relieved everything managed to settle down. I'm attending my sister's wedding dinner tomorrow !! *wow* It was like so fast !!! Still remember those days where we quarrel and I ended become so rebellious.. But all these had changed after I grow up and my sister got fed up. =p She changed her 'strategy' towards me. She become caring instead of restricting me from my activities. She bring me out to places that I would not have chance to go if she does not bring me to. I'm wondering right now what will happen during the dinner tomorrow. Is been a while since I'm sitting down with my dad to have dinner. a decade? *calculating* To me my dad seriously is such a *toot* man. Just imagine you got to have dinner with this kind of man and you have to pretend you're happy. It doesn't matter whether I'm happy or not I just want my mom and sister to be happy. After all is my sis's big day ! All this while I do blame my dad for being so irresponsible. Actually if he loves us he should at least visit us more often and not just complaining to us that we're using a lot of his money ! I really feel so bad when I see friends who have great dad around them to support them in any sense. I think my life is pretty complete except for I'm missing my daddy's love and care for such a long time.

Well starting on from tomorrow my sister is going to lead a different stage of life where she will become someone's wife and got whole lot more of commitment that she needs to give in. That day I was really so relieved that sister still got her own best friend to talk to her even though she missed quite a numbers of their reunion. My life is going to be more interesting as I'm taking subjects that are going to be tougher and tougher.

I think I will be having problem to sleep tonight since I'm just too excited for tomorrow. =)

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