Wednesday, October 8, 2008

YOU made me disappointed

Fine night- Today was a tiring day for me as I woke up early but slept pretty late. After award presentation I drove all the way back to Kajang for rehearsal with others. After the rehearsal again I drove all the way back to campus. Just got so moody starting from the award presentation since I'm having headache. Today when we chit chatted on random things I just got the idea what kind of person are you. It might be wrong but most of it should be the correct one. Anyway, if what we said really occurs and you will react as what you said then I think I've made the wrong decision again. Started from last year's incident I think I don't really believe in what people said though even some of it may be true. I got no idea why that's happening is just that I don't feel comfortable to believe in people. People I refer here could be random but first instinct usually will be my guideline. But 'they' still thought I'm a naive kid who is unable to use my brain to analyse.
The other day my brother said to me , You're always like that, don't have own principles to follow and adhere to. I was stunned there thinking whether what he said was the right one? Or I'm just being too nice to everyone? And what's wrong of being nice to my friendS? I'm alright with everything as long as you don't cross over my limit. The definition of 'limit' can be varied among people. But I believe that my limit is flexible enough.

P/s: Hey YOU (a person who don't know the existence of my blog) no longer can distract my emotion ! I'm able to think a little different after the emo period last few weeks ! Is really not a big deal..From the first day I know you I've already got an idea how it will goes like. Stay tuned and see how Soo Jin roars... !

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