Busyness !

Fine night- I'm suppose to be busy these two weeks but hell no with what I'm doing and wondering here. I've completed my last two assignments and now all I got to do is start my revision for 4 tests which are coming on this week as well as next week. Since next week, I'll be busy back at my place, so I guess this weekend is so crucial for me to do some revision. But to study 8 chapters for next Thursday test somehow make me thinks, that's so impossible. And guess what the 8 chapters given, I don't really know what's mainly about even though the extra guideline has been given..I'm glad that I can finish my assignments ahead of time but I'm sad to know that I can't really ask my little brain to 'digest' the notes that I've been reading through..

This whole week it seems I can't get some 'alone' time with someone who is leaving pretty soon. As in so soon..It reminds me of what someone told me before. And this is the time both of us are going to lead the different path of our life. And I wish the someone good luck and all the best. Actually is been kinda emotional here since many people who are close to me are leaving me one by one. And it really feels so bad to adapt with it ! I cry myself to sleep all these night and I'm really really sad ! If not mistaken, Joann is leaving this year too which means I can't loiter with a good buddy for quite some time ! All close friends are leaving ~ Sad sad !

My two tests for this week seriously I'm going to flop it if I still can't concentrate on my revision. Maybe you guys will think,'come on what's the big deal'?..No worries you will know it when you have the same situation happen to you. I really really wanted to go out for a drink and a dance session ! I WANT IT BADLY ! That's my dose to at least let me feel a little better...HELP !