Tuesday, March 17, 2009

You shouldn't have said that to me

Fine night- After I've told you what's going on I somehow think that you shouldn't have said that indirectly harmful phrase to me. I take you as the closest friend I have and I didn't ask for much and even though I know you didn't really mean what you've said but there's possibility for misinterpretation to happen. And I'm glad that I just burst it in here to soothe my emotions. And while looking through the photos of my so called dad, there are a lot of mixed feeling haunting over me. He's so irresponsible yet he's the one of the involved people to bring me into this world. I'm not sure what I'm going to do after next semester but I'm sure I won't give up ! And you dad, you totally made your little girl frustrated and upset. You all may blame me for being inconsiderate and disrespectful but I got nothing much to say besides doing what I should.

I am trying really hard to balance up everything and I just realised that I'm not doing so good in balancing. The days are near and I hope you have a safe journey ahead and good luck for you future endeavors !

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