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Well I just got back and had my shower about an hour ago. After what had happened yesterday, I think I’m a little clear now to talk about it again. Sometimes having good intention is important but I’m still standing firm on my own principles. But I’ll always remember what the Chinese folks used to say, ‘you’ll get regret one day if you don’t listen’. I’m 100% believe that this is so true! But sometimes teenagers will just be a little rebellious at certain things… as for me I’ll rebel if the plans doesn’t go my way… you all may think I’m an idiot childish chic who don’t use brain to think but sometimes I think all this is just ‘in’ me. I accept the fact that you’re concern about me but sometimes please just give me a little trust based on action instead of just saying ‘I have 100% confidence on you’. Actions do speak louder than words!

At first, I am suppose to feel happy since I got a gathering today and I got a merit award for my past semester’s result. But all stuffs that are going on right now make me not in the mood anymore. I felt so embarrassing when I’m troubling someone… If I were to confront her she will only say ‘is for your own good’. I think she forgot that once when she’s a teen she loves to be accepted too. If I were to follow your footsteps, I’ve already rebel long time ago and of course not now only I voiced out my dissatisfaction. No matter how unsatisfied I am I’m still looking forward to be a good person. Need to have some nap before I get moody.

P/s; thanks for your concern/opinion/advice..let me sort it out myself..=)