Privacy

Moody evening-I do think that the definition of privacy could be varied if I were to ask everyone. As for my case, what I require is just respect the time I spent with you and the details of it. You don’t need to do a report for M. I’m really so disappointed that no one bother on how I felt. They will just say so and I got to follow. For instance, “I don’t want you to stay up so late with THEM”. Other examples are, ‘it is different because you’re there with me not THEM’. I think is different because you can LOOK AFTER me including what I did, who I talk to, who I dance with, and etc. That’s the difference you meant? Or providing M a full report on what I did?

You told me before not to talk about your past to someone close enough to you but how come you’re telling every single thing about me to M? Is it just because 3 of us are family? Seriously, is a big no-no that you’re thinking like this. I’m able to tell to someone close enough to you about every single thing about you but the main point is, did I done that? I respect you as I believe that every human being have things that they wouldn’t like others to know. So why not you think on my side too? The way you’re showing concern is KIND OF wrong somehow. Wrong in terms of you didn’t ask me whether I like the way you’re arranging things. You just MAKE the decision and telling me that is LIKE THAT.

We’re creatures who got our own unique thinking and emotions. Just don’t be so selfish. You don’t like others know that you smoke, so as a sign of respect I didn’t tell it out. You don’t like your closed one to know that you’re once so rebellious so as a sign of respect I didn’t share that with anyone. I’m just a teen who often in the state of confusion so why don’t YOU all these adults do something as in change the way you approaching the teen. YOU expect me to think as I’ve already reaches 30 years old? They’re 1001 ways to show your concern. The way you’re using right now is hurting me instead of making me to have warm feeling. I got no idea why it is hurting because it just comes out from the bottom of my heart. May god bless everyone !