Weird day

Fine evening- Yesterday I fell asleep around 10.15pm. Out of sudden my eyes just wide open at 10.36pm. *sigh* I got no idea why was that happening. My heart beats so fast! A few seconds after that my phone ring. I think I can ‘feel’ that my phone is going to ring that’s why I just woke up out of sudden. I set my phone in silent mode without vibration when I want to sleep that’s why I’m so curious about this and made me posted up in my blog. This was not the first time happening. But it only reminds me of all those past memories when you’re waiting for someone to call you. That’s why it somehow made me feel uneasy for the whole day. No big deal anyway.

Today there’s some fire drill practice going on at 8.30pm. Me and my roommate plan to go out for dinner at 8pm. Well if not because of having such practice I think me and my roommate got no chance to go out and eat though. *chuckles* I haven’t start my revision for tomorrow’s test. *congratulations* I just don’t know where to start though. Should I label it as too much to study? Or I’m just too lazy? God knows.

Can’t wait to go to TGI with C and G. Is been a while since the last time we spend time chilling out together. I think both of them are good friends to have. If M and S are reading my blog they should be laughing since the definition of friend is varied among us. I told myself the other day; I won’t talk much or argue with them. When they said that’s the right thing I’ll just follow it. I’m not childish or try to be one in saying all this as I just want to see to what extent I can follow their way of thinking. Instead of being a rebellious person why not trying to be a good and nice one? Anyway, when I’m not at that stage to accept what you said and you’re trying to pulling me into it, it will only do more harm between us. You’ll never know how much I love you all, the sacrifices you made I know I won’t get from anyone for the rest of my life. Respect and obey are two different things... Good luck.